Oh my hell... is this madness EVER going to end? I keep thinking that once the big stuff is gone, it will be easy and all down hill from there. Shit, who am I kidding. We have family in from Cali- Kody's mom wants all of us to go out to dinner tomorrow night...
To be honest, I have not done a damn thing today, but go to work, come home, and well here I am. I will go to sleep early-I will go to sleep early... HA! Like that's ever going to happen.
It's been a really hard day. Tomorrow is the two year anniversary of the passing away of my closest cousin aka Tha God Brotha... it seems like it gets easier, but it really doesn't. I just keep my feelings supressed and go about my happy go lucky life.. or yeah... what it may be. God, I miss him! I miss him soooo much! What I'd give for one more conversation, one more hug, just one more day! Oh... how the tears are streaming like Niagra Falls in spring. Bloodshot eyes, tear stained cheeks, well, it's all worth it! I love you Justin Byrns! Until we meet again! thank you my guardian angel for watching me, guiding me! Keeping your faith in me! Thank you God for all your wonderful blessings! AMEN!
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