NuMb...

February 28th, 2010, Kody moved out. I have been living the single-mom life for a few weeks now, and I do have to say, it is nice. I miss not having him there, but there are many things I don't miss. I love that I am able to spend more one on one time with my lil' man. That makes me happy.

I feel I should have some emotion toward something, anything, but I don't. I can't feel what it is like to love, to show sympathy, to say I miss you... I don't have it in me. I have not cried in months and I actually WANT too! I'd feel soo much better. The only emotion I can actually feel is the love I have for my son and for the good Lord above.

I guess I am not ready to cry or break down. Maybe, this is just how it is supposed to be. I am happy. Happier than I've been in quite a while! I have great friends and family that are always there to support me. I don't want to be in a relationship as of now, although, something may come in the future. Being good friends and enjoying each other's company is good enough for me. Nothing else matters. Well, it does, but as for a steady relationship, nothing else matters.

:::Sigh::: Life is GOOD!! I am happy where I am at!